Cruelty of life or family

When I thought I had found the perfect solution for Us... But know my happiness and my joy for living is short lived as ever..

We were happy being the way I had found to for Us to survive the cruelty of life we had been facing everytime we thought we can had found happiness finally..

But no life had yet another cruel intention planned for Us.. And this one was the cruelest of all.. The moment where I had to choose between love for my family and love of my life.

I say lying for the sake of happiness is not wrong.. U say lying will eventually burn us all..
But lying n fighting for something that is yours is not wrong Is It?

U say u have got 2 options to choose.. I give u just one that is love for your family..  For u dnt have to choose because family comes first then anything else.. At least u wil have your family by ur side..

Even when my family gave you utter pain.. Loss.. Hurt.. U still wanted me to choose them.. U never said anything against them. U always made me go with them not against.. But what is the point of a family that doesn't understand or know you..

U made the decision.. Now I have just to follow.. With a empty place in my body where my heart use to lay..
Now my vision of you is just a blur. But I will follow the faded footsteps of yours to find a way to u..
I don't know will you want me or not when I find you.. But I will ready with opens arms for you till the moment I don't find you or I die...