Complexity and Love...... #Part1

This story is about Maya and Mathew.. And it is told through Maya's eyes...

The day you went it all started then...
The time had come for me and Mathew to walk towards separate paths of our careers....
But still we didnt let anything get in between us...Our bond was too strong to be broken by the distance put between us....
but as time passed by..
I started getting the fear of losing Mathew... but things were going way different than before, i didn't let fear get to me...

One day, I finally asked him,"Do u really Feel for me?"..... Mathew said "No."I made my decision tht we need to keep it thinkng as frnds and nothing else.... I started talking to more guys and always told Mathew wat i did, whom i was with, etc. He was  Jealous or was it jst my Thinking.... Mathew  never really told me what he felt, he was all concealed in himself, why i still don't get it... and here he cals me his best friend n i feel, i don't even know him completely.....whom ever i talked to or be with... bt al i wanted was to be with Mathew ...I didnt tel him, i still felt for him... i kept suppressing my feelings so that i didnt mess things up.

After almost 3 months, the day came when we met again...
I was so eagerly waiting  for this day.. since he had told me he would coming  back...
He was bit late as always... seeing Mathew was a delight after so long, i was so happy tht i didnt realise i was looking so stupid.... things were some wat same, we talked about our lifes and all.... all this time talking, i was trying to hide my feelings....
Then he asked for a Hug for the First. I couldn't deny, becoz this was de first time he had asked something from me....
We hugged.... when i started to break the hug... Mathew caught me by surprise and he kissed me, i didnt knw it had be coming...
but i knew Mathew didn't do things Meaninglessly....

P.S. all the characters and story is fictional.

 #continue in next part....

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The moment you said I will WALK AWAY now.. my tears couldn't stop, they flowed like a stream... I just couldn't imagine being without you.. till the time you said it all.. I decided to say it all or I will never will be able to... I couldn't stop myself as my heart was commanding the words out of me.. I said as much as I could but there was so much more to tell... after all of it, you just said one word,  FORGIVE... but I didn't know what I had to say to it... this isn't the first time we were talking like this.. but this was the time he thought I wanted him to leave.. n he said I will WALK AWAY...